I guess "melancholic" word describe me superb. From outside I might look weak but give me time, money and comfortable environment and I spread my wings.

Ideal condition:
Live in my own flat;
Have a girlfriend and have sex 2 times per week;
Work 4 hours per day;
Read books;
And have hobbies as gym or guitar.

It wasn't something special but in result I feel me productive, happy.

Loneliness is so pressure. I have to talk with a girl, I need it. No one in certain but in general. Some romantic relationships.